A New day...

I look at my journal and notice that I haven't written anything since February of 2010....2010??? Where has the time gone...I can't believe that it has been so long since I have given support to my fellow ladies of the "mommy-hoping-to-be" club. I really thought that if I stopped thinking about having kids and focused on my career...that it would all go away...well guess what...IT DIDN'T. If anything...it made it worse... 
 Now...I'm fully committed to making this ivf cycle the best I can. I can't believe that I am actually doing ivf...that wasn't even an option for me a few years ago (money). But now...I have the opportunity to do something that could possibly make me a mommy!!!   Fingers crossed and baby dust to all my lovely ladies out there!!!