I know I haven't written in my journal in a LONG time but I've just been trying to not think about a lot of things. I've been trying to keep busy with school....I just bought a new house...and lost my job....all in the same week!!! I know!!!!! So now....I really don't know what to do next. I'm just trying to keep my head above water and see how things go. Apart of me wants to work so that I can help pay the bills and you know......go shopping when I want to!But....like they say...."everything in its time"!!! Maybe now is the time when we will have a child. Who knows?!?!!?!?  Well, I guess that's all for now. Felecia