Well....one week down....one week to go. I am trying SO hard not to think about it....but I can't help myself sometimes. I keep hearing about friends and family memebers that are poping up preg. and I just can't help but to feel a little jealous. I just found out that now...my sister-in-law is preg. I want to be happy but I can't help but to think of my struggle. Does that make me a bad person???? I hope not. I mean....I'm happy for her and then...not happy. Make sense???? I don't know. Well....I find myself looking for any sign of blood everyday, and everyday....nothing. Maybe.....this time is the time???? Sunday is the day!!!
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sweetie i just found out that my unmarried friend is married. i\'v been crying for 2 days.
its ok. we\'re allowed.
good luck sunday.
No, you are not a bad person. You are humman and it is human nature to want to be a mother. I know how you feel. A co-worker of mine would not tell me she found out she was pregnant because she knew how badly I wanted to me. Not only was I jealous, but I was hurt that she didn\'t want to tell me. I had to tell myself that she didn\'t want to hurt my feelings and I know that is why she didn\'t tell me. Hang in there and good luck Sunday!