Well...today was my doctor's app. and I must say, it went a lot better than I thought it would go. My "tumor" that the doc thought he found, is not really anything to get worried about. I mean...it's still a tumor but nothing that can harm me or a baby!! So that was great news. I'm producing a lot more eggs now than I was before...so we are improving there. I go back on Sunday for yet another Ultrasound or whatever to see how well things are progressing. I know I shouldn't get excited but I just can't help it. I know that there is a 99% chance that this won't work but it's that 1% that just keeps me....hopefull. You know???? I mean...I know I shouldn't get my hopes up but after you have been doing something for so long...you just can't help yourself. But...my husband and I have deceided that if this go round of IUI doesn't work then we are going to just save our money and pay for IVF. I don't want to take on anymore debt than I already have. Plus...I know that if this is something that I truely want to do...I'll save the money for it. I wish everyone on here the best of luck in all things God has planned for you. I know you are supposed to tell me that "when it's your time...it will happen" and that's true in a way. But...I believe that if you truely, truely belive in or want something in your life...you just have to go for it. And realize when it is taking over your life and just take a step back and take a break. Breaks are good things. It gives your mind and heart time to relax and heal. But...once you are healed...get back out there and keep trying!!!