I haven't written in my journal in a few days and I can already tell a difference. I never knew how much better I would feel after writting things down. I go to the docs tomorrow and I am nervous as hell. I have a lot of questions about my tumor but most of all...I'm wondering if going through this round of IUI was a good idea or not. I mean...is this a sign telling me to just wait a little longer? I don't know. I want to start my family in the worse way but am I willing to risk my life and the life of my potential child for it??? I don't know? Hopefully...I'll get some good news tomorrow. Keeping my fingers crossed!!!