My fathers truck died.  No truck for me.  In my pre new years state I would have went crazy... But now I just shrug it off. I'm doing what I can to live stress free, but it's hard to do so when I have so many dissapointments lining up in a row.  I still feel like things are moving in the right direction, but I'm saddened because sometimes the way people interact with one another changes when you least expect or wish it. Oh well, bare it as always, right?