Feel as if I have made some progress. I don't have all the overwhelming sadness I did have. I remember my Mum saying that death was just simply part of living. So unfortunate it had to be this soon, and to someone so full of life who was my everything. We stuck together and took care of each other - that is how it supposed to be. I have faith the Great Father will take care of me and guide me through this journey. Good idea for each of us to play that glad game, and thank God for our blessings. So, thank you Lord for the lovely life that Will and I had together for 15 years.
I focus on new activities: I play my instruments, write my poetry, take care of my property and animals.  One  of my friends has a number of health challenges and I help her out a little. She is always so grateful, and has been a wonderful friend. Also I have been involved in community activities lately. It's just not the same anymore, but I least I have a little something. 
 

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pseudowidow
pseudowidow

Hey. Just to let you know it is encouraging to read your posts and comments, you sound like a very positive and strong person, and I will try to think of you when I am feeling more fragile, and try to get up and move on. I totally relate to the part where you say your world was complete with your soulmate, so you didnt socialize so much. We did the same too...