32 Weeks 32 Weeks 32 weeks!!!!!!

I cant beleive I am 32 weeks pregnant. Still brings tears to my eyes. I will be a mommy in 7 weeks or less. I am getting Induced on Dec 4th if I dont go earlier. They are giving me the option of induction since James is In DC living right now and it is the only way to guarentee he will be there. Im scared of being induced and not looking forward to it at all but i hope i go before that. DC is only a 2 hour plane ride and he can fly buddy so it should  all work out!! Im not going to lie-- I still an scared that something will happen and still think something will. I am so close. I feel him play, with him and love him so much it hurts. I just cant wait to hold him.  I use to cry when i saw other people have babies and I still do now but for a different reason. I hope the next few weeks go by fast. I want to hold and love and kiss my little man. My birthing class is this saturday then my baby shower is next saturday. I cant beleive i am having a baby shower. I know I have waited till the last minute but I thought it would jinx it. I have peeked and 3 things have been bought off my register. one of them a big ticket item!!!!! Well that is all for now. I love you all so much and pray for you all the time.