I'm being a bad girl and playing hooky from work today. I do have a really bad headache but I called my boss and told her I was throwing up. So you know I'm gonna get punished for lying and I'll probably really get sick tomorrow. Part of me feels guilty about it because I work at salvation army store and wednesday is the busiest day because we have familyday and their is a huge sale. I work the night shift. There is only me and my boss after 4:30 so she has to find someone to close for me until 8:30. I feel bad but hopefully this will make them see we need 1 more person at night. Anyway My head is pounding and my neck hurts. I think its from moving all the mulch and the yard work. Last night My soon to be son in law and I hooked up the pool and now I'm filling it and need to get it started. I love summer but I hate all the work that comes with it. I used to enjoy it when Bruce was around to help. He would mow half the yard and I would do the other or he would mow and I would do the trimming. Yesterday I mowed all the yard and did the trimming. Jenn's boyfriend says he will help but I'm learning he's all talk no action. The more time I spend with him the less I like him. My daughter has been with him fo 6yrs and he wasnt around Bruce and I much because we didnt approve of their relationship. I actually sent her to a pshyciatrist when I found out about him but he told me unless I want to lose my daughter then I should let her date him or she might run away. So I did,but I didnt like it. The same thing happened to me when I was a kid and I ended up marrying him against my parents wishes. I had to learn for myself and so doesnt jenn. He's nice enough and she totally loves him but he complains about how lazy she is. You ask me they are both pretty lazy. They're getting married in my yard and I have done 95% of the yard work. Wow i just realized this journal is all over the place I must have had to get this off my chest. Thanks for letting me vent.