Its so funny how your emotions can run wild. Yesterday I went to a baby shower. I was so happy to go out and get together with friends. Its been a while. A friends mother, whom I havnt seen since Bruces wake asked me how I was doing. I said I was doing great and had finally beat this grief and while I'm telling her this I start crying. I felt worse for her than I did myself. I was like no really I'm fine. Then we all just started laughing. Its so weird how you can be happy and sad at the same time.
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It is weird, but it DOES happen. For me, I can be going along thinking that o.k, I am going to be o.k, I can do this, I have him here beside me to guide me, then wham, out of NOWHERE my mind can flip and I can cry, thinking that my life is ruined forever, that I will never be happy again. We are still carrying so many emotions with us, that we NEVER know which one is going to pop out. Its o.k. perfectly normal... Hugs, Alice
Yep girl friend..we all do it..really we are fine..LOL!!
It is awkward and I tend to agree with you that I actually feel worse for the other person because they don\'t know how to react, what to say or do. I usually will be going along just fine and then boom out of nowhere here it comes. It just surprises us. I\'m with you. Denise