I know havent been on for a while. But I just need to vent.  Today was the worse day I have had in a long time. I know this will sound strange but it has been a learning day too. Bruces death doesnt have the hold on me that it once did. Other things have taken priority. First of all last week I was bad mouthing a bad employee to another team member. I was ranting and raving about her attendance and just her horrible work habits in general. And that she will never learn no matter how many times I write her up. So after an investigation on the whole thing they decided to let me go. So today 5 minutes before my shift was over they fired me. Its so ironic that I got fired bad mouthing an employee we have been trying to fire for months.Next I finally got to adopt my basset hound,Frankie, I picked him up yesterday,drove 3hrs. to the cape and picked him up. He was terrified and had no idea what was happeneing to him. He was so afraid of us. Everyone told me this is normal and he will adjust. So mind you I just picked him up yesterday. I've spent probably $300 on him for food and toys and a crate. Well any ways. I get home from work today and my daughter was out walking Frankie and he broke through his collar and ran into the woods. Her and her friends were out looking for him for 2hrs before I got home. Well we looked for 6hrs and spotted him a couple of times but everytime we got close he would run back into the woods. I am devastated. I have been so lonely lately and have been looking forward to getting a dog. And just like that he is gone. I'm going to post his picture around the neighborhood and have my # out there every where in hopes of someone finding him. This has just been an awful day.