It feels like forever since I've been on here. I moved out of my neices and into my sisters. She has no internet service. My sister is closer to home 5min, my neice was a half hr. with gas prices it was a pain in the butt for work and trying to get painting done here. Bathroom is coming along but its alot slower than promised.3 weeks is turning to 5. It looks so different and I love it but I dont like my living arrangements. Cant wait for it to be done. Toilet and sink are in,now waiting on the shower. Enough of that anyway. Hopeing everyone on here is doing well. I am getting by. I've come to realize I will never be the same. Its not only Bruces love that I miss but just the fact of having someone here to help me out,talk with,watch tv with....everything. I work retail and my hrs are crazy. Seems like every time I get out of work its either midnight  or raining. Which in turn means my grass is growing like weeds. I take pride in my yard and hate how its been looking lately. So now I go to Bruces garden and get pissed at him for not mowing. I mowed 3/4 of the yard yesterday. YEAH. My daughter says she cant mow because she doesnt know how. (she'll be 22 in 3weeks). I said its about time she learns. But right now she's playing house and staying at her boyfriends because we have no bathroom. She thinks beause she's staying at Michaels she doesnt have to pay room and board. I told her she pays until all her stuff goes with her. So she's copping an attiude. Well I must go now. I have to drive to my sisters so I can take a shower before work. UUGGHH