What is ok? I dont know but I know I'm still here and dont know what I'm feeling and know everyone here is in the same boat. I need so badly to feel something other than whatever this is I'm feeling. I think I feel lost.
Exactly. Yesterday I felt like where am I and where am I going? Yes, lost right now. The employee that we had for 24 yrs. and a great friend stopped by yesterday. He is having a hard time too. I said to him that I just don\'t know where I am going, what I am really supposed to be doing, and that I felt like I just wanted to RUN away from everything and just be alone.... Talk about escaping, huh??? I know the situation would be the SAME when I returned. I don\'t know. I just feel like I am floating out here, with no set direction, so I truly know your feeling of being lost. We are going to find out way out of these woods, we have to believe that down the road there will be a clearing... Take care and big, huge hugs to you...... Love, Alice
I know you don\'t believe this right now but TIME is really a great healer - I know I didn\'t after Billy died - will the feelings ever go away - probably not - we just have to learn to live with them. You will always have the whole in your heart - I don\'t know but somehow someway we find a way to continue on...Hugs, Ann
Listen to Ann, even though I wanted to punch people in the face when I first lost my boys and someone would tell me this, it\'s true. We learn to accept and go one. It sucks, but we have no choice unless we want to live in a dark hole of depression forever. The people we loved and lost would not want this for us, but more importantly, you shouldn\'t want it for yourself. Love you, Barbara
I just read your journal entry and can also relate to feeling so lost and empty. I just feel as though I\'m wandering aimlessly. I had three people ask me within the last few hours \"how are you doing?\" So I answer the usual \"Fine\". I just hate that question. I sure hope that we can all find peace and direction some day! Hugs Denise
lori, I think we all feel lost at some time or another. I feel that way most of the time. I lost both my sons, and thet left me with no dirrection and an empty hole in my heart and soul. All i have now is memories and time, and hope that I will someday move forward more than backwards. Love Peg
I feel that way most of the time too, and hope one day to feel something and not feel so empty and alone. I\'m hoping the counseling is a step in that direction. That and coming to DS has been what gets me through the day.
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Exactly. Yesterday I felt like where am I and where am I going? Yes, lost right now. The employee that we had for 24 yrs. and a great friend stopped by yesterday. He is having a hard time too. I said to him that I just don\'t know where I am going, what I am really supposed to be doing, and that I felt like I just wanted to RUN away from everything and just be alone.... Talk about escaping, huh??? I know the situation would be the SAME when I returned. I don\'t know. I just feel like I am floating out here, with no set direction, so I truly know your feeling of being lost. We are going to find out way out of these woods, we have to believe that down the road there will be a clearing... Take care and big, huge hugs to you...... Love, Alice
Ditto -- I just feel so empty and lost, but hope one day to see a light and rainbow at the end of the tunnel. Hugs everyone, Cindy
I know you don\'t believe this right now but TIME is really a great healer - I know I didn\'t after Billy died - will the feelings ever go away - probably not - we just have to learn to live with them. You will always have the whole in your heart - I don\'t know but somehow someway we find a way to continue on...Hugs, Ann
Listen to Ann, even though I wanted to punch people in the face when I first lost my boys and someone would tell me this, it\'s true. We learn to accept and go one. It sucks, but we have no choice unless we want to live in a dark hole of depression forever. The people we loved and lost would not want this for us, but more importantly, you shouldn\'t want it for yourself. Love you, Barbara
I just read your journal entry and can also relate to feeling so lost and empty. I just feel as though I\'m wandering aimlessly. I had three people ask me within the last few hours \"how are you doing?\" So I answer the usual \"Fine\". I just hate that question. I sure hope that we can all find peace and direction some day! Hugs Denise
lori, I think we all feel lost at some time or another. I feel that way most of the time. I lost both my sons, and thet left me with no dirrection and an empty hole in my heart and soul. All i have now is memories and time, and hope that I will someday move forward more than backwards. Love Peg
That is the way I feel most of the time. I feel like I am just existing. I don\'t know what to do with myself most of the time.
I feel that way most of the time too, and hope one day to feel something and not feel so empty and alone. I\'m hoping the counseling is a step in that direction. That and coming to DS has been what gets me through the day.