Havnt been on much lately, been keeping busy with the yard. I miss you guys but I also feel like it has been nice to get away. Dont take this wrong I love writing to everyone and keeping up with everyones journals and hugs,but its because I want to not because I need to. I feel like I'm taking another step in my grief and dont feel as needy, I almost feel a sence of acceptance. That this is how its going to be and I'm going to be fine. I dont know if it's because the weather is nice and I'm out in the yard working or if this is the next step in the grieving process. But I feel pretty good and at peace. I know being able to go out to Bruces garden is helping a lot. I go and sit on the bench and chat with him a few times a day and that has been a great comfort. I love being in the yard mulching and planting. Its a good way to ease my mind. I hope everyone is doing well,luv ya all.
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Make sure you send photots of the garden every now and then. I am so glad that you are moving forward. It makes me think that WE are ALL going to do it in time...
After we finally got Jeff\'s headstone and had the service, I find myself going out there sometimes - it\'s like a garden (but prairie-like) and very peaceful...I wish you well on your continuing journey and you are in my heart this week as we both have our first anniversaries...I feel that we are both moving in the right direction - hesitate to say \"getting better\" or \"moving on\" but I want to believe that Jeff and Bruce want us to do what we are doing...and remember the good times, your friend, Susan