Havnt been on much lately, been keeping busy with the yard. I miss you guys but I also feel like it has been nice to get away. Dont take this wrong I love writing to everyone and keeping up with everyones journals and hugs,but its because I want to not because I need to. I feel like I'm taking another step in my grief and dont feel as needy, I almost feel a sence of acceptance. That this is how its going to be and I'm going to be fine. I dont know if it's because the weather is nice and I'm out in the yard working or if this is the next step in the grieving process. But I feel pretty good and at peace. I know being able to go out to Bruces garden is helping a lot. I go and sit on the bench and chat with him a few times a day and that has been a great comfort. I love being in the yard mulching and planting. Its a good way to ease my mind. I hope everyone is doing well,luv ya all.