Went to lunch with Bruces Mom today. She cried alot. She said that she was surprised at  the overwhelming feelings she was having. She said she has a hard time seeing me. She has decided not to come over on the 9th that its too much for her. She needs to do whats best for her. I feel bad for her she lost both her sons and husband too early to heart attacks. I know she loves me.We have always gotten along well I just bring back memories. I cant change that. She will be able to cope one day.