Last night my daughter and I went out and got new tattoos.When I was younger I got 2 tattoos.A little butterfly and a unicorn on the back of my shoulder.I was about 18 when I did it.Matter of fact my ex-husband and I have matching tattoos.Bruce didnt have any,he didnt mind mine.It just wasnt his thing.But then time went by and I figured I would never do that again.Well something came over me and I wanted to get something in Bruce's memory.So I got his name tattood around the front of my wrist and his dates around the back.It has a heart for love and the peace sign for rest in peace.Its done very nicely and looks like a bracelet.My friend said I was crazy because if I ever meet someone else then Bruces name would be on my wrist and I said for 1.I dont want anyone else and 2.If it happens they will just have to deal wih it.This is in memory of someone I love very much.Someone I would be with for the rest of my life,if I had the chance to.Not like my ex-husband that has everybodys name that he was ever with,including mine and then needs to cover them depending on who he is dating at the time.(not too bitter am I)I am proud of my new tattoo and its like I have a part of Bruce every where I go.And I've always been the type of person to not care what people think.Except for the 10yrs I was married to my ex.He controlled me and I became a shell of who I was.But I'm back.Thank god because the person I was with him would never be able to deal with this loss.For some reason I'm pissed off at him and feel the need to vent.I havnt seen him for about 4yrs.except for our trips to the court house.We have been divorced 16yrs and he's a loser.My kids are 21 and 26 and he still owes 18,000 in support.We lived 10yrs of our divorced lives 4 houses away from eachother and he never paid unless the courts made him and he was never there for the kids.But they loved him anyway and now struggle with that as adults.Then Bruce came and rescued us.We bought a home 1hr.away and had a beautiful life until he was taken away from me.How fair is that.After Bruce passed I asked my ex to come through for us and do something decent for once in his life and it took a few mths. but he has come through and sends something weekly.Dont know how long it will last.But I will fight the good fight,no matter how old my kids get.I always joke that I'll be in my 90's going to court fighting for child supprt for my kids in their 60's.Well thanks for letting me get that off my chest.Everyone have a good day......Luv,Lori