Well today it happened again. I was feeling pretty good today.Had a drs. appt.did well.Came home watched TV and went on line for a while.A very ordinary day.Had to be to work for 2:30,got ready for work.Got to work and bam.The tears just started flowing.It was uncontrolable.I work in a store and couldnt face the public like that.So I went into my bosses office,closed her door and just bawled my eyes out.She didnt know I went in there.I was hoping she would come in so I could talk and get it out of my system.I'm so much better at talking then crying but she didnt come in.So I just stayed in her office for about half hour crying uncontrolably.When I finally thought I had my self back together I went out to the floor to work.All night I felt horrible and wondered when the tears were going to start again.One of the girls asked me if I was ok and I told her I was having a missing Bruce moment.I hate it how it can just come on like that.Out of the blue.I was fine one minute and a mess the next.I know I will be good again tomorrow,I'll just have to take the bad days when they come and get through them the best I can.

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really we all do it!~It is so the pits, Just hang in there~!
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You\'re allowed those moments, and don\'t guilt yourself over having them.
You lost someone very, very special in your life - and that love remains in your heart - of course you don\'t want to go around sad everyday - but when the pain surfaces - do what you did, take that time for yourself - and let it out. Hoping you feel better today - love you (((((((((Big Hug))))))))))
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I know those days and I am here for you. I hate it when they sneak up on you like that. Love and hugs to you, Alice