Sometimes I feel like I cant take it anymore.I feel like I have been dealt a horrible hand at life.First as a child I was malested by my father.To escape him I married young.And married someone very similar to him.Struggled as a single parent for 7-8 yrs with not too much help from my ex.(thank God for my mom)Then Bruce came into my life,what a blessing.Yes he had his faults.But he was a very loving Husband.He only hurt himself.And right when life couldnt get any better.He died and sent my life into turmoil again.WHY!!!How much is one person suppose to take.I read everybodies profiles and feel so bad for everyone.And try to look at my life as not so bad,we are all going through pain,we all suffer.But right now I'm feeling selfish and really want to feel sorry for myself.When is it going to be over.I have had good days but I want a good life.I've struggled long enough.