Today I'm missing Bruce pretty bad,But a little part of me is ticked off at him too.You see Bruce had his first heart attack when he was 28.His brother died of one at 26 and his dad died of one at 53.So Bruces motto was if I'm gonna die young I'm gonna die happy.Which meant he was going to do what he wanted when he wanted to.He wasnt afraid of anything including death.I was terrified of him dying and he hated that I worried about it.He skied played on softball teams did parasailing and anything else he wanted to do.If I worried or not.So I let him have fun.And we had lots of fun together.If I stopped him would he still be alive today,that I'll never know,but what I do know is he wouldnt have been happy.We played a song at his wake that suit him to a T."we're here for a good time,not a long time, so have a good time the sun cant shine everyday"