One of the things I hate the most about  this grieving process is that one moment you can be fine and the next your balling your eyes out for no reason.Mine happend today in the gocery store.I thought I was having a pretty good day,and all of a sudden a song came on that was about not being with the one you love.And I was a mess.I hate to cry and definately dont want to do it in public.I couldnt stop so I was trying to hide out by the frozen food section.Then an elton john song came on and he was Bruces favorite.And I think that was Bruces way of letting me no he,s still around.I hate those moments,they just spring up on you out of the blue.I'ts like a feeling of dread.