IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pist off right now avin really bad day n need a drink sooooooooooooooooo bad
its times like this when i feel so bad an no1 will even let me av a ,can of larger ,
that i think there all selfish but i know thats not the case really but i get so ANGREY with thm for stopin me if i could go out without drkin n didnt av panic attacks i would be at the shop now do u kw how long its been sincse ive had a drk bottle of nice wine would go down nice now i reckon its so unfair that other people can go out n drk all the time and be normal not classed as an alcoholic feel like im going mad slowly diein inside and theres nothink i can do about it i feel sooo fed up n angrey at everyone else when really its myself im mad at 4 feeling this way feel sh*t anyway hope u guys r ok love ya's xxxx
its times like this when i feel so bad an no1 will even let me av a ,can of larger ,that i think there all selfish but i know thats not the case really but i get so ANGREY with thm for stopin me if i could go out without drkin n didnt av panic attacks i would be at the shop now do u kw how long its been sincse ive had a drk bottle of nice wine would go down nice now i reckon its so unfair that other people can go out n drk all the time and be normal not classed as an alcoholic feel like im going mad slowly diein inside and theres nothink i can do about it i feel sooo fed up n angrey at everyone else when really its myself im mad at 4 feeling this way feel sh*t anyway hope u guys r ok love ya's xxxx
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I\'m sorry you feel that way. Hope you are feeling better soon and can find a way to relax without drinking because you\'ve made such great progress with that. hang in there. I\'ll be praying for you.
stay strong Leanne! don\'t give in! You\'ve come a very long way, and we all have faith in you, and believe in you. please know, that you and your family, are in my thoughts and prayers. god bless
think positive angel :)
sweetie, that is the way we alkies are. i would pick fights so i could leave the house and get souced before i got too sauced-they always knew anyway. the first days of detox are miserable. God knows, done it over and over again.it gets better with time.by the way i also have panic disorder and,occasionally agorophobia. God bless. love,devonh
aw sweetie sorry your not doing good what happened need me to kick some butt for ya. i know it is hard i\'ve been there and it soea get better but there are days that i would love to just go hide with a bottle of rum and forget everything but it is only a short time fixer next day it would be my own butt i would be kicking when the headache and depression hit. take care hon and stay on here for support,
lov ya and big angel kisses to you and the boys
angel
baby what\'s wrong. you were doing so well. i know trust me, it only takes a good day then WHAM. it knocks you on your ass. talk to me sweets. im in the same boat. grab my oar...love ya