Just when I think I can hurt no more... something else happens. Olivia got home from her weekend awhile ago... It still always messes me up inside when I see him. We were cuddling on the couch, watching a movie together & she tells me that she got to help Jackie move this weekend. Jackie is his girlfriend & she moved into his place with him.... I try so frigging hard not to feel anything but here I am crying like a baby yet again over him... does it ever stop?
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I know what you are feeling. I have been working on this to figure out how I can not let it bug me. I feel I have disconnected in many ways but still deep down it does bother me. I wish I could tell you there was a way to block it all but I am still trying to figure that out. When I take the kids over to her new house I find it so hard to cross over the door way into the house. I just don\'t want to have anything to do with her new life. It is hard cause I know the kids don\'t understand way I always drop them off and leave so quickly. Hang in there you will get pass this as I will too. I am here if you need to messege me.
Pam . . . of course it still hurts. You guys were together for a long time; you have a child together. It\'s gonna get better. You\'re doing an awesome job with your kids. Be proud of yourself; you are a strong woman and great Mom to be raising the kids like you are.
I am sorry, I know that I dealt with so many of those feelings this weekend. It would be so much easier if we just never had to see them or hear about them again.