Well, I went to a beareavment group today and plan on going to my second bipolar support group this Thursday.  Moving out and about has become more from a decision to do it other then just hoping to get well.  I just wish I could get these doctors in order and I'm so sick and tired of seeing them.  I'm going to try another one to see if I like her better than the state one that just medicates gets us in and out.  Anyhow, Thanks for letting me vent again.  I think it would be so cool to have the lifestyle of those guys on miami vice.  Random thoughts.  I guess maybe if it was meant to be I would be there though.