This site is new to me but I already seemed to have made some friends. I like the fact that everybody gives hugs here. Since my father passed away I realize he was probably the one I was closest to because he had bipolar and we would get on each other;s nerves. Now there's no way I can get another hug from my dad. Even though I'm 33 years old, I'm the type of guy that is sensitive and need people that care about me around me. I hope I come to find that again someday. Ever since I got out of thehospital my mother has been a Godsend. Driving me to the doctors, to pick up my medications. I know I have to learn to help myself now. I've never really been terrified of death or finality until I lost my father and the term forever I came to know.
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Hi chefjp4u, I hope you can find strength in being independent and self supporting! Try and find out how the system works, you mentioned something about social security and those concerns. I think you\'d be pleasantly surprised that you are fully capable of taking care of yourself, and that having a woman in your life is a plus, not a necessity. I hope you can find happiness and strength from within, you have it all, if you really think about it. God bless you!
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