Well I am definitely pregnant!! I took another test this morning and the line was much darker. I'm already stressed. This pregnancy is already starting out nerve racking. My blood pressure is very high, 166/104!! I was put on medication Thursday. I have to be seen 1x week for monitoring. I have to go buy a cff to do my own at home  1x day. I'm so scared! I'm going to try to stay positive. There is absolutely nothing I can do. I'm just going to pray for a full term, healthy baby in October:) I wish I could feel the way I did with my first 3 pregnancies. I didn't worry at all. I enjoyed them. The enjoyment ended with my 3rd though on Oct 4 when I found out she had no heartbeat. If everyone could keep me in there prayers.  We are leaving Wednesday for a little getaway. We are going to New Hampshire for a few days. My husbands aunt & uncle have a house there. The kids can sled and my husband can snowmobile. I can rest! No laundry or housework!! I will keep everyone posted. I have an ultrasound in 2wks.