Today should be a happy day b/c its xmas eve, but I am so tired of having pain and moody that it's scary. Tired of taking pain pills, tired of new pain, old pain, and the thought of pain to come. Not looking forward to anymore surgeries but know more is to come. It hurts so bad just to take a dump with each cycle and this shoulder pain is horrific. I'M JUST VERY FRUSTRATED AND TIRED! I feel like nobody understands or cares. I think I know y this holiday is so depressing to me, I have to be around lots of family, all who have families and don't quite know the appropiate things to say yet about endometriosis....
Sorry so sad and depressing but this is how I feel today.
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Merry Christmas??
Cheer up, hun. You are not alone. My endo has only recently. So I know where you are coming from. I hope you find DS people as supportive and helpful as I have. All the best to you, and try to have a happy Christmas.
I\'m a retard. I meant to say, my endo has only recently completely taken over my life. It has gone from bad to ugly to worse in a matter of months. So know that you\'re not alone and I\'m here if you need to talk.
Thanks for your reply and support, I really appreciate it. I am going to have another sugery this tuesday and boy am I scared! Well, gotta do what I gotta do! Oh and the wee-one is adorable.