Yea I'm kinda happy even tho I should be really happy, well i guess its the fact tht I'm very tired and still gotta study for my dam math final. but i guess/hope ill be alright. well the reason i should be happy is because I had a good night with my friends last night, we all went to this place we usually go to, but my friend who lives a couple hours away and is in the coast guard was with us. So the group of us were drinkin a few and havin a good time. Today was opretty good and very lazy since I was not feeling that good., so I went to work at the Y and decided to just come home since I need to do thias studyin since tomorrow is a big day for me.        Well tomorrow will be the day i officially join this church I have been attending events for some 10 years,starting with going to ASP or the Appalachain Service Project, which is tht we go down to the appalachain region to fix and repair houses for underpriviledged people, which I first went on in 1997. More recently I have been working there since 2003, as the associate for youth, or an assistant teacher and a young adult who wold be able to relate to them more on all trips. Have been attending weekly but never as an official member. Well originally I was going to join this church when emily and i got married, we discussed doing this many times. Since she really enjoyed the church, minister who is my friend who got me involved in this church. Well we had just broken up when the church asked me to go through the joining process with a kid who was in 10th grade, so he was too old to go through the confirmation process, like my regular class. So we would have to go through a mini learning session to join as adults, and would not have to go through the normal process which was good since tht usually takes like 3 or 4 months instead of the 3 sundays we had the quick class.  But I almost declined this invitation since Emily and I were lookin to get back together then well good thing I did this so I wouldn't have to join the normal way. Sorry for babbling but the main point of this is tht I am back on top of the roller coaster of emotions since I am exicited I will finally become a member of Trinity Presbyterian Church Tomorrow. Well I hope all is well and have had a wonderful weekend. Well God Bless and have a great week.