Well yesterday since I'm on sprin break from school, I went to the batting cages with my dad so I will find my home run swing tht I used to have in softball. Last year was my first year playing since my crash, and i had a huuuuge downfall in hitting, since I used to always hit homeruns since I'm left handed and the fence, or woods at our field is very short, well last year i couldn't even hit it close to them. Well I felt pretty good swinging the bat so hopefully tht I'll do better this year which hopefully will boost my confidence a great deal. Earlier today I went to he gym for the first time in weeks, so hopefully I'll start goin back there more on my own since this Friday ill be able to drive again, which will finally allow me to gain some independce back. So I'll be driving to the gym a lot more so I can get sopme muscles back and get in shape and finally be more athletic which is very big for me cuz to me just being athletic or having some athletic skills will hopefully boost my confidence and help me get out of this damn rut I'm in. cuz I really dont like myself right now, or this dam depression.