\" Karma In my eyes is cause and effect that means everything happens for a reason. I guess karma did have a lot to do with my wifes death because she wouldn\'t comply to a healthier diet that is the cause. The effect was death. I don\'t feel that it was fair to me because their was nothing I could do to change her diet. I tried for 2 years to get her to change her diet but I failed, I became a difunctional mess, we lost our child and then she died. I skipped a whole of other sad things but that is basically what happened. Now that I wrote it out karma does make sense to me. I tried to help her but I failed. No one could help her I guess loss can be related to karma. Life gave me an impossible task not karma. but there was cause and effect. I don\'t blame myself for her death and I don\'t blame myself for falling in love with her. The only thing that could of changed anything is not to have met her. I am glad I met her, I am glad I married her, and I am glad we had a child.
I was tired and ranting when I posted yesterday. I went off my night meds the night before last they help me sleep and see things more clearly the next day, I guess my posts yesterday are proof of it. \"
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Reply #7 - 06/28/13 3:14pm
\" their are others here that have lost and karma has nothing to do with their loss. The blame for death is life. Everything that lives dies. The fact that you have loved and lost is just life. I guess it is better to have loved and lost because that means you have really lived. We all eventually experience loss. I just wish I didn\'t have to experience this crushing loss now at this point in life.
This whole conversation with all of you has been very enlightening to me and very deep
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\" Karma In my eyes is cause and effect that means everything happens for a reason. I guess karma did have a lot to do with my wifes death because she wouldn\'t comply to a healthier diet that is the cause. The effect was death. I don\'t feel that it was fair to me because their was nothing I could do to change her diet. I tried for 2 years to get her to change her diet but I failed, I became a difunctional mess, we lost our child and then she died. I skipped a whole of other sad things but that is basically what happened. Now that I wrote it out karma does make sense to me. I tried to help her but I failed. No one could help her I guess loss can be related to karma. Life gave me an impossible task not karma. but there was cause and effect. I don\'t blame myself for her death and I don\'t blame myself for falling in love with her. The only thing that could of changed anything is not to have met her. I am glad I met her, I am glad I married her, and I am glad we had a child.
I was tired and ranting when I posted yesterday. I went off my night meds the night before last they help me sleep and see things more clearly the next day, I guess my posts yesterday are proof of it. \"
drew4lostluv
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Reply #7 - 06/28/13 3:14pm
\" their are others here that have lost and karma has nothing to do with their loss. The blame for death is life. Everything that lives dies. The fact that you have loved and lost is just life. I guess it is better to have loved and lost because that means you have really lived. We all eventually experience loss. I just wish I didn\'t have to experience this crushing loss now at this point in life.
This whole conversation with all of you has been very enlightening to me and very deep