Today is my 34th birthday. I am so glad. I am at my sister's house. Last night I went with my sister to the casino. This morning after midnight I won $238. I know that this was God blessing me. I just pray that the rest of my birthday is worth enjoying. I am so glad that I am loved. I just pray that my daughter has a good day today and that she makes it to school. I also pray that she won't have to keep on changing medications. Ppl think that it is easy for a parent with disabled children to cope with the fact that this child might have to take medication for the rest of his/her life. I don't think that this is cool. But I know for a fact that God will come and heal these children at his own timing. I just hope it isn't too late for these children. Bipolar is a hard thing to live with. You don't really know how to help the victim cope with this instability, like in my case, I want to be able to comfort my daughter but i just don't know how or when it is appropriate. I am just going to have to trust God that he will see us through and that he will instruct and guide me through the process.