I try to find ways to relax so that my stomach doesn't go into butterfly mode. I crochet blankets, listen to music, I even play games on the computer but most importantly, I love anything I do that is pertaining to God, (praying, dancing in the spirit, fasting, reading the Bible, attending services.), I also like to help other people lift their spirits up and give them a fresh sense of hope. But sometimes when it comes down to myself, and when I am in a major crisis, sometimes I go into a panic because the fear overcomes me. I have been through a lot in my lifetime. I have a birthday coming up and now I am running scared. I just want my family to be whole again. I just want my daughter to be better and that the doctor finds the right medicine that will work with my daughter. She might need a complete and thorough eval to find out whether or not there is something else wrong with her. She might have another condition as well that is stopping her from doing good in school. All I know is that I am going to keep on praying and trusting God that he will see her through. She means a lot to me and I really don't want nothing bad to happen to her.