This is how I feel this morning. My dearest daughter has given me some trouble. But she made it to school today. I am so worried about her. She is so precious and dear to me that I just somehow wish that there was a special potion to take away her bipolar state and return her back to normal. Being depress sometimes make it hard for me to do my day to day activities. I just wish that there was some way to balance this depression and get back on track with life and my daily activities. I am so grateful for the support that I have received from my children. My 7 beautiful children five boys and two girls. My oldest is a boy and he is 16, and my oldest girl is 13 I thank God for them. They have been a big help in helping me get through the rough times. I can't forget their other brothers because they have helped me when I couldn't even do for myself. God knows what we need and when. I just hope that I can overcome depression so that I can let the world know that you can overcome it. And that there are more than one way to do so.

 I just pray that as the days go by that God will keep me and protect me and when ever I feel lonely or hurt that he will send the right people my way with the perfect message of hope and encouragement. I love this website because you can keep a daily log if you like of how you are feeling and than later on go back and see how your life has change. My goal is to do this on a daily basis and then later go back and see whether or not I have changed anything about myself. Whether or not my condition has improved, or whether or not I need more help to get over the matter.

I also want to be a friend to those out there that needs one. I have always loved to be the one to encourage other people and give them hope. I do believe in God and that his powers supercede anything that the mother earth has to offer. I also believe that when you pray there is no wrong or write way of praying. God hears our prayers no matter how big or how small it is. I just will continue to pray and ask God for the strength needed to overcome this depression and hopefully in the mist of my recovery, I can help others to recover as well.