Letting Go

Yesterday I had to make one of the hardest choices.  I had to let go of someone for the time being.  I can't separate the difference between a friendship and a former lover.  I can't deal with her moving on and being happy with someone else.  That's not saying I don't want her to be happy but thats why I'm not ready to be around her.  Seeing her would be such a set back with my progress.  I'm just not strong enough to endure those changes.  Time will only tell what happens.  Time will only heal the pain.  Right now it hurts and I have to fight though that.  I can't thank my family & friends enough for being there for me.  I can't thank my support group enough for making a safe place to express and share.  So much work has to be done and I have hope that each day will get a little better.