last night

There is nothing worse then that feeling you get when you wake up.  That anxious and nervous twitch.  Also I've hit my threshold last night.  Certain things have not been going well.  Last night it felt that it all came to a head.  Anger started filling me.  I feel that i am paying for my past actions.   It's so hard to ride this out.  Sometimes I feel like giving me.  But I know I can't.  And I think it gets me worked up and effects my emotions.  I have tests this Tuesday and Wednesday. I'm afraid that if I keep feeling like this, it will effect the tests.  I don't know what today brings but I hope it will be better.