Well bugger me! Not even a phone call from the Crisis team today. (Join the professional, Join the NHS and neglec a patient today!) It's strange. On monday I woke and was scared stiff for some reason. Shaking like a leaf all day. Down hill the rest of the week, then today wake up so numb I'm hardly feel sad. The only way to describe it is feeling is "hard" No tears, no shakes, no nothing. Couldn't give a damn about anything till I read "Aloneagains" message. Now I FEEL. I just wish I could take on all your lots suffering. Love and peace to you all !!!!!!
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So glad you are getting back some feeling. I was in a screaming fight with bf today and I swear to you I felt the same thing you described above. We were both way over the top with the digs, any other time in my life I would have been bawling... but today I just thought... whatever, I just don\'t care anymore, totally numb. I\'m not sharing this to bum you out, just to let you know that you are not alone in these emotions... or lack there of. I need to go write a journal. Hope this finds you well.