Hi to who evers reading this. Hope your feeling well?Just out from docs and hospital with a whole lot of visits and revues tomorrow. Kinda fed up with feeling this shity for so long and just had enough of the same questions advise and the bollocks thats dished out to depressives!  Need to chat and feel needed as each year goes by i'm getting fewer friends and more lonely.  I'm coming to the conclusion that a simple , single reclussive life style is the only way forward. at least that way I don't or can't hurt anybody else.