Have not been at DS9 in a long time, did not have internet connection for almost 6 months due to moving around untill I finally got settled at a wonderful place to live.
I moved from Pacific Beach inland to El Cajon (the box) and paying half as much for rent, so it makes life much easier.
I am living with a room mate who is young and needs guidance but of course thinks he knows it all. He spent all of his adult life in prison where he found God but has not grown enough to survive on his own. I have not the patience after living alone for so long so it is a struggle for me to be there for anyone on a daily bases.
I should be glad for the company, and I am to a certain degree but have not grown enough my self to be "More Than I"
I have been missing too much work due to migraine head aches and have been dealing with addiction to pain pills. Have been able to kick the physical dependency but not the need in order to work so half the battle is won.
I will see a neursurgeon I was referred to by a doctor to address these migraines; because I have been getting them more often lately, about every 3 to 6 weeks now. In the past it was every 8 to 10 weeks on average.
My Dad had to be hospitalized because he had contracted both strains of the most deadliest flue viruses you can get. He also had a mild heart attack, bladder infection and pneumonia and survived. He is back home now and the doctors said he is a fighter to have survived this at 88 years of age.
 Many Blessings that I thank my Heavenly Father for...
I have about completed my Christian CD called "God Is Talking To You" I have yet to record the drum tracks because this would take a recording studio that would accommidate a acoustic drum set which I have and can play. So the drum tracks on this CD are progarmmed drum machine tracks and lack any real dynamics. This CD is available to anyone interested in a copy here at DS9. You can listen or download for free at SoundClick; http://www.soundclick.com/mattlutack
God Bless and keep us all safe in His hands.....