I have tried to stay positive in my own life and on this site, but I just can't handle my life anymore.  The harder I try the more life pushes me down.  
I applied for a promotion a couple months back. I am more qualified then anyone to do the job, I know the paper work, I already have all the training, and know all the job duties.  In fact I was the one they asked to fill in while they looked through application.  Now I found out that they just higher someone with no experience, from outside of the company, who didn't even apply for that position.  She doesn't know anyone at the company so it wasn't a favor to anyone, it just feels like a giant middle finger to me.
This seems to be the theme lately with everything.  Even if I give it everything I have I can't get ahead.  I have been going to therapy in order to get my life together, and I have been trying SOOO hard.  It feel like fate has just decided that I will never get anywhere in life.  My relationship will never get better, I will never make any new friends and I will never get a job that doesn't treat me like shit, so I should just stop fucking trying.