300 Words

I got up to about 300 words and a new chat person came on and I lost it all. She is Annoying from Ghana....I always find Ghanans are a bit odd.....she wont say whats wrong with her-if wrong is the right word to use.....
So to recap-I am glad to be walking Arnie in the morning-I need to get this meds induced weight off but it just keeps piling on. I hate it-think its meds induced but they dont want to take me off pills in case I go too high or too low....The Prozac seems to be helping the lows and because Ivan and I live a life of measured pace nothing too exciting is happening to send me through the roof...
300 words is a big ask when Ive just done it and have to start again. Bother.
I am happy living here with Ivan and Arnie-but I do miss the excitement of living in the city sometimes. I dont miss living with Bryan and all the fights we used to have about his paranoia and about me wanting to move out and GOD knows what all else we used to fight all day about....
But he is my oldest friend and Im grateful that our friendship has survived it all.
Living in one room together for 5 years would be enough to depress anyone!
i havent got a lot to say now-just talked myself out chatting with Timharold-a very nice guy from Canada.
i do love chatting on DS-absorbing and the best company of people who have been through the mill and survived so far anyway.
I am conscious that koon will read this and feel embarrassed that I have no poetry to share with him-not far off being as mundane as a shopping list! LOL. I dont know why he chose me to encourage to write-maybe he says it to all the gals! I want to check out his poetry.
I have put the Julia Cameron book on reserve at the library
Bring out my artist. I feel hopeful at this moment. I am happy that I have found a way of getting cheap tobacco- I am happy that I am saving money-i am happy that I am getting exercise with Arnie-I am happy that Ivan and I are getting along well...
We have to go for a drive to Glen Eden to get pills and check my bank debit card.
Its my day off and its nice to just relax.
I am mortified that this is of no great import-but I said I would do it so I have and I have the trust to post it as is with no reading back or self critiquing.
So Mr Koon what can you say about this beyond its not actually 300 words?
Lol