3 weeks

It has been 3 weeks.  3 weeks of telling myself I am beating this thing...and also 3 weeks of having NO money.  I feel somewhat better, but realize that when financially things start to look up, I think the struggle will become much harder again.  Really hoping financially things DO start to look better.  I really dug a hole this time, and not sure if I can climb back out. Doing a lot of praying for strength, guidance, and reassurance that things are going to be okay.  Trying to have faith things will be okay if I am doing the right thing, trust in Him. Trust myself.