3 months and some-odd days

Daddy, I miss you.
Had some great signs the other day that you are for sure on the other side, in Heaven and happy. Oh what a joyful day that was. 
But today, I am back to being sad. It is only because I feel this deep longing for your presence. This is the longest I have ever been away from you in MY ENTIRE LIFE! Seems crazy. 
I hope this pain isn't permanent. It is far too strong, and deep, and heart wrenching.
Daddy I miss you so much! I miss you talking. I miss you singing. I miss your laugh. I miss watching tv with you. I miss you so much. Please help me through this God and Daddy. I need you both.
 
xoxo