3 Days again.
Met with Dave again. Good talk about what addiction really is about, how I am utterly and hopelessly powerless (a huge ego drain). But that I can be releived by a higher power! My Higher Power is Jesus Christ. And really what in of myself would I want to keep, there is only darkness and misery inside myself. I am ready to take step 2 wholeheartedly. For once I take it my life will never be the same again.