3.26.16

The days are getting better day by day... So far the next day was better than the day before. Yesterday all the old things that would tempt me into lying tried to make its way back in and was shut down at that very moment. I know it is going to be a long and hard road to get through this. The man that I lied to and hurt the most is still here by my side. He is terribly hurt but at the moment he is still here and just trying to understand why everything happened.. I'm just happy that he is still with me after EVERYTHING that has happened.... I know it is really hard for him right now but everyday I talk to him he is slowly working through the pain.. I want my actions and not my previous actions to show him that I do love him....