3-25-08

This is a very sad day for me right now I have chosen to just give upon this relationalship  and move on.I am menitally tired of dealing with this all the time thats is how I feel right now, tomorrow maybe different but I dont really know or if i can care anymore. This is what she has chosen to do and I guess im ok with that mainly decouse Im tired of trying and even careing there Is no love in this anymore.Im tired of the coldness that I get from even the "sideways buddy hug". So at this point I hope she gets this new job and it pays her enough to leave and that day to will be hard... I guess. but now its like "pouring salt into an open wound" to be here everyday.   I started cleaning MY shed today to make room for HER stuff but IM NOT LEAVING the house becouse It is in MY NAME and not hers.So she can have her 1 year of seperation and them file for the divorce becouse thats the law in the great state of VA Have A nice day