3-15-15

Today was uneventful, like most days.  Highlight of my day was taking my kids to lunch.  I have two boys that both live with me full time.  Their mother left because she could not deal with my depression.  I have a 19 year old, who leaves for the Navy next month, and a 15 year old.  Doubt I would be here without them.
I spent most of the day sleeping.  Needed to do laundry and pick up my prescriptions.  Did neither.  I have no friends, I am not close to my family and have no social life.  Everyday is exactly the same. I go to work. Come home and work out because it makes me feel better for a little while. Then I sit in my room.  Weekends I mostly just sit in my room.  
Could just copy this post and use it every day.  
Just waiting for life to end.