2nd visit with new PCP..I really like her..

Went to the dr today and found out my Vitamin D is almost non-existant..YIKES! Not really suprised though, with the way I have been flaring the past few months I haven't hardly seen the outside of my house..kinda hard to when you feel so bad you just want to sleep and try to forget how completely fucked you are. But then again for the longest time I have been tired all the time, can barely get out of my own way, so to speak, and sleep longer than one person should, I know.  I just have to literally drag myself out of bed to deal with my kids and school and find myself (if I get still for any time) falling asleep at the drop of a hat.          
Also my cholesterol is through the roof and my white blood cell count is way high too. So doc now has me on antibiotics for 14 days to try to tame the white blood cells and after the antibiotics I'll go on Zocor and prescription vitamin D to try to tame that stuff.
God I hope the vitamin D and keeping the cholesterol and white blood counts down will help me have more energy...I am sick and tired of being sick and tired...and tired of being tired dammit! I at least want to FEEL like going for a walk instead of feeling like death warmed over..lol