2nd January

Not the best night. Woke a few times as mom and Steve were drinking and very loud. Felt like just hiding under the duvet and staying there. They are both at work today so I will stay in my room till they have gone . That way I don't have to speak to them and answer the usual questions I get...
Going to the library today to do more collage work. Back there soon. I'm glad for that as it's like an escape .
Yesterday was okay during the day. I didn't have that much a problem in the day but to be fair I was at home and went to the loo a lot . Really worried about getting caught short in the day . That's what's only mind most of the time now.
Just changed and going to snuggle back under the duvet now .