2nd entry-Wednesday-May 21st,2008

Why Ted Kennedy? I want to know why is he being struck down as of now?I hope for all of us that he does survive because of the campaigns that are going.I do not want that Mccain to win.Everything will be in his favor.Mccain is 72 years old and that is just too old to be in the white house.We should be watching the situation in Iran.That president looks sneaky and for some reason..i think before Bush goes we will be in deep trouble.This whole gas prices shows me that we should have left months ago.They are doing it just for spite! I do not want to experience a Great Depression like my parents did.I am having it hard as of now.I am having it very hard and there is just noone around that is alive and can help me through this.I feel so lost.I feel so abandoned and I feel that Frank was right.Noone gets friends after 50.It is impossible to make friends after 50 in seattle.All of the organizations here are expensive.I cannot afford to pay 40.00 a year.Plus you have to go every week and I have noticed that these clubs have become clickish.I do not want this.I went through this in 1962.I do not a repeat of it.I will not be attending my reunion.I cannot afford it.Plus..i do not want to see the idiot because he knows that my brother died and this idiot has not made one effort to contact me or even sent me any kind of card.This is uncalled for.I hope that the idiot rots and never returns.He is a loser and I made a big mistake when I dated him in 1962,1965 and 1967.What a waste!