2nd Day here

Hey everyone.Since the First day, I added 3 people in the website, non accepted, yet! But, I keep my hopes up.Today was very hard, I had these crazy urges, I did control myself, but they're not going away. The urges want me to do something that I'm not always comfortable with. I did things in the past and now they coming back to me.I really want to talk about it. I think I need a friend who is like me and have the same conflicts or similiar to them. We can talk, share memories and feelings.Best regards!